Is this place as beautiful as Leah suggests? Or along with outer beauty does she too alone have this ability? All I can see in this forsaken place is the same monotonous tones. It has been like this since we arrived. The sun comes up at six and goes down at six like clockwork. Everybody just sits around here staring almost as if they are waiting for something to happen and if they blink they will miss it. Father is over selling this place and disregarding just how truly dangerous it is. father however seems to either not be able to see it or does not care for God shall protect us. Even my condition is a gift from God. I don’t feel so blessed. I can’t speak my thoughts, but this isn’t the curse no one can truly speak their thoughts. I just wish I could walk normally.